OSHO,
YOU HAVE REMINDED ME AGAIN THAT, FOR ME,
KNOWING BECOMES KNOWLEDGE, WHICH BECOMES THE PRACTICE OF
THAT KNOWLEDGE. EVEN THIS IS BECOMING A PRACTICE. PLEASE
COMMENT.
"KNOWING always becomes knowledge
-- and you have to be alert not to allow it. One of the most
delicate situations on the path of a seeker: knowing always
becomes knowledge -- because the moment you have known
something, your mind collects it as knowledge, as
experience.
Knowing is a process. Knowledge is a
conclusion. When knowing dies it becomes knowledge. And if
you go on gathering this knowledge, then knowing will become
more and more difficult -- because with knowledge, knowing
never happens. Then you carry your knowledge around you. A
knowledgeable person is almost hidden behind his knowledge;
he loses all clarity, all perception. The world becomes far
away; the reality loses all transparency.
The knowledgeable person is always
looking through his knowledge. He projects his knowledge.
His knowledge colors everything -- now there is no longer
any possibility of knowing. Remember: knowledge is not
gathered only through scriptures -- it is also gathered, and
more so, through your own experience.
You love a woman, for example. You have
never known a woman before, have never fallen in deep love.
You fall for the first time -- you are innocent, you are a
virgin. You don't know what love is -- your mind is open.
You don't have any knowledge about love. You are
spontaneous. You move into the unknown. It is mysterious.
Love opens doors of unknown temples, sings unknown songs
into your ears and into your heart, dances with unknown
tunes. And you don't know anything; you don't have any
knowledge to judge by, to evaluate, to condemn, to say good
or bad. It is ecstatic. You are gripped by the ineffable
experience of love. You live in moments of grace.
But, by and by, you become knowledgeable
-- now you know what love means; now you know what the woman
means; now you know the geography, the topography of love.
You have become knowledgeable.
You fall in love with another woman.
Now, nothing like the first experience happens -- nothing
like it. Dull. A repetition. As if you have gone to see the
same movie again, or reading the same novel again. A little
difference here and there, but not much. Now, why are you
missing? Why is the same mysterious experience not gripping
you? Why are you not throbbing with the unknown again? You
are knowledgeable. Something so beautiful like love has
become a repetition.
Knowing always becomes knowledge. So you
have to be very alert: know something -- the moment it
becomes knowledge, drop it. Go on dying to your knowledge.
Never carry it -- because no other woman is the same. Your
first woman was a totally different world; this new woman
you have fallen in love with is a totally different world.
It is not going to be the same. But if you move through
knowledge it will look like the same.
Drop the knowledge. Be again innocent.
Again move into the unknown -- because no two persons are
alike. Every person is so unique that there has never been a
person like that before and there will never be again. Learn
again from A B C and you will be full of wonder. And then
you have learnt a deep experience: never allow any knowledge
to settle.
All knowing becomes knowledge. The
moment it becomes knowledge, drop it. It is just like dust
gathers on the mirror; every day you have to clean it. On
the mirror of your mind dust gathers, dust of experience: it
becomes knowledge. Clean it. That's why every day meditation
is needed. Meditation is nothing but cleaning the mirror of
your mind. Clean it continuously! If you can clean it every
moment of your life, then there is no need to sit separately
for meditation.
Remember, be alert that knowledge has
not to be gathered, that you have to remain like a child --
full of wonder, full of awe. Every nook and corner is
mysterious, and you don't know what it is. You cannot figure
it out, what this life is. Enchanted you run in this
direction and that direction.
Have you watched a child running on the
sea-beach? So elated! in such euphoria! collecting shells
and colored stones. Have you watched a child running in a
garden to catch a butterfly? You will not run that way even
if God is there; you will not run that way. You will not be
so ecstatic even if God is there. You will move like a
gentleman. You will not rush, you will not be mad. You will
still keep your manners; you will still show that you are
mature, you are not a child.
And Jesus says: "Only those who are
childlike, they will be able to enter into my Kingdom of
God" -- only those who are childlike, only those who
are still capable of wonder. Wonder is the greatest treasure
in life. Once you lose wonder, you have lost your life --
then you drag, but you no longer live. And knowledge kills
wonder.
That is one of the most difficult
problems the modern mind is facing, because knowledge has
accumulated every day more and more. The twentieth century
is so much burdened with knowledge. Hence religion has
disappeared -- because religion can exist only with wonder,
with wonder-filled eyes; eyes which don't know but are ready
to rush into any direction to see what is there; innocent
eyes, virgin hearts. So remember to remain capable of
childlike wonder.
Science grows out of doubt. Religion
grows out of wonder. Between the two is philosophy; it has
not yet decided -- it goes on hanging between doubt and
wonder. Sometimes the philosopher doubts and sometimes the
philosopher wonders: he is just in between. If he doubts too
much, by and by he becomes a scientist. If he wonders too
much, by and by he becomes religious.
That's why philosophy is disappearing
from the world -- because ninety-nine percent of
philosophers have become scientists. And one person -- a
Buber somewhere, or a Krishnamurti somewhere, or a Suzuki
somewhere -- great minds, great penetrating intellects, they
have become religious. Philosophy is almost losing its
ground.
If you become too sceptical, you become
scientists. If you become too childlike, you become
religious. Science exists with doubt. Religion exists with
wonder. If you want to be religious then create more wonder,
discover more wonder. Allow your eyes to be more filled with
wonder than anything else. Be surprised by everything that
is happening. Everything is so tremendously wonderful that
it is simply unbelievable how you go on living without
dancing, how you go on living without becoming ecstatic. You
must not be seeing what is happening all around.
Just to be is so miraculous, just to
breathe is so miraculous. Just to breathe and just to be! --
nothing else is needed for a religious person. To be full of
wonder. And when one is full of wonder, praise arises, and
praise is prayer. When you see this wonderful existence, you
start praising it. In your praising, prayer arises. You say:
"Holy, holy, holy! " It is holy. It is so
beautiful and so holy.
S0, THE QUESTIONER has raised a very
pertinent question: "You have reminded me again that,
for me, knowing becomes knowledge, which becomes the
practice of that knowledge." These are the three steps.
First knowing; then the knowing dies, shrinks, becomes
knowledge; then knowledge also shrinks even more and becomes
practice or character.
A man of character is the deadliest man
in the world. He practises his knowledge; he tries to follow
his knowledge. He is not spontaneous. He is continuously
managing, manipulating, pushing himself this way and that;
somehow holding himself together. He is not responsible --
responsible in the sense of being capable of response. If
you come across him, if you embrace him, he will answer it,
but that answer will come out of his past experiencing --
out of his character.
A man of character is predictable. Only
a mechanism can be predictable. A fully conscious man is
unpredictable. No astrologer can predict anything about a
fully conscious man. He moves moment-to-moment, full of
wonder. He acts out of wonder; he acts out of response to
the moment. He carries no knowledge, he carries no character
with him. Each moment he is new, reborn.
So these are the three steps: knowing
dies; knowing becomes knowledge; knowledge becomes
character. Be aware -- beware! Don't allow your knowing to
fall and to become knowledge. And never allow your knowledge
to control you and to create a character for you. A
character is an armour. In the armour you are jailed... then
you can never be spontaneous. You are already in your grave
-- a character is a grave.
Let your knowing be there, but don't
allow it to become knowledge or character. The moment it is
turning into knowledge, drop it, empty your hands. Forget
all about it. Move ahead! again like a child. Difficult, I
know. Easy to say; difficult to be that way -- but that is
the only way you can attain to satchitanand -- you can
attain to truth, you can attain to consciousness, you can
attain to bliss.
Yes, it is hard. One has to pay too much
for it -- but God is not cheap. You will have to pay with
your whole being. Only when you have paid totally and you
are not holding anything and you are not a miser, and you
have sacrificed and surrendered yourself totally, will you
attain. God comes to you when you are not; when you have
become just a zero God comes to you. He is just waiting by
the corner. The moment you become empty, He rushes towards
you, He comes and fulfiles you.
Don't allow knowing to become knowledge
and character. Then a totally different type of character
will arise which will not be like the character you have
seen in the world. It will be inner -- a discipline which
comes from the innermost core of your being. Never forced!
-- always spontaneous. It is not like a commandment: it is
an organic growth. God is your spontaneous organic growth."
Osho – A Sudden Clash of Thunder –
cap. 2 – pergunta 5
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